I’m looking for this “KINDA LOVE”.
Maybe I can describe it…
It’s like this… I don’t know…This…
“I love you,
because you love me
for the way I love you,
all because I’m in love with the way we love each other” KINDA LOVE.
Yeah…an “eccentric” kinda love…
A “My cell phone is dead AGAIN because I can’t go a moment
without hearing your angelic voice,
even though you haven’t spoken in three hours
because it’s 3am
and your laying next to me sleeping like an angel” KINDA LOVE.
Yep… an “always on” kinda love….
That’s a “crazy” kinda love, but done right, that’s a “real” kinda love.
“I want to tell you I love you
just because I figure you haven’t heard it today….
Or that particular hour…
just because I feel it” KINDA LOVE.
Umm… A “reassuring” kinda love…
A “never had a doubt” kinda love…
The “I miss you baby even though
we just spent the past 36 hours loving each other,
while you keep telling me you will only be in the shower for 25 minutes
but you will miss me too” KINDA LOVE…
I guess… a “can’t get enough love” kinda love.
I think I’m imagining a “fabled” kinda love. I know right…
I want this “Where have you been all my life,
I dream about you all night,
think about you all day,
miss you all the time,
love you all the while,
I want you right now,
I need you forever” KINDA LOVE…
Yes sir…an “eternal” kinda love.
I will “spend every dime, write every line, recite every word, do everything…Just to see you smile” KINDA LOVE.
Ahh… “experience every kinda love” kinda love.
You know, kinda like a “caking” kinda love. And I love it…
I want to “Cater to you like you were
and Latoya Luckett
+ all the other ones
that got kicked out even though they can’t hold a candle to you;
sitting high on her throne let me crown you” KINDA LOVE
A “reign over my kingdom, over my heart” kinda love…
This kinda love…
”I HOPE I hit a tree,
just so I can forget everything about you and lay in a hospital with bandages on my forehead
asking if you were real every other minute
until every memory of you floods back to me at once
so I can get this HIGH from
every second of happiness you ever gave me” KINDA LOVE …
Thats a “taking it a little far” kinda love…
Or lets go further and say this
“ I’m so gone from your love that I hit a tree…a bigger tree…
and get real amnesia and I’m flown to a special hospital in France
so I can receive the care of the best head trauma specialist in the world
then you come and visit me when I’m better
but I still can’t remember you
but you are still the Queen I left so I fall in love with you all over again
on a different continent
in a different language
and see if it feels the same” KINDA LOVE ….
An “it feels even better the second time” kinda love.
A “ do you see the tears in my eyes” kinda love.
“I know we still in love
but I cry because I love you so much that I know
it would hurt too much if we weren’t in love anymore” KINDA LOVE.
A “scared to lose our love” kinda love.
I want a passionate,
unable to be influenced by some outside influence KINDA LOVE.
All that’s optional, though, Right now I just want ,
-jarod breon butler-
I’m ordering one tonight.
Pretty powerful message about society and spousal abuse
My exact thoughts in the club/grocery store/church